Distractions

I keep cocking up at work these few months.
lose my wallets
digicam

ccb.

So I sat down and think what has gone wrong.

I think I'm just pretending not to be stressed up.

1stly it was about preparing school loan

2ndly it was about enrolling into sma in time and saving $$ to pay the bank loan every
month from now on

3rdly having enough $$ to survive every month after paying all these

4thly about erhem,. (which is now my major issue)

5th, argh, I'm losing my stuffs ALL THE TIME. esp last month

6th, now I can't find my work document and its driving my crazy. I already ransacked my workplace twice. I hate having 2 work stations seriously.

7th, NOT ENOUGH SLEEP, cos struggling with exams. imagine I study thurs night, sat and sun full day. then next wed = exam. fucking stress cos if retake paper = $600+, where the hell am I gonna get all these $$. I don't have parents like u guys.

Feeling fuckedup. I need to be on track. ARGH just let me complain ok.

My entry dated 12 June 2008

what a girl wants

1. a guy who listens to her when she whines
2. a guy who wants to take photos with her
3. a guy who takes her out
4. a guy who asks her hows her day
5. a guy who lets her be silly
6. a guy who kisses her when shes worried or upset
7. a guy who gives her hugs when shes cold
8. a guy who tries to do things he wont do for others, but specially for her
9. a guy who wants to make her day
10. a guy who is proud of her
11. a guy who praises her for little things
12. a guy who notices when she changes her hair style or perfume
13. a guy who will make everything ok
14. a guy she can depend on

:)

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I think I've found him. :)

The Heartbeat of Nadiah

that day suddenly nadiah say she was coming to meet me after my work at Toa Payoh.

I was saying Toa Payoh got alot of cheap stuffs and nice food cos it's like a heartland. We were walking towards the MRT when suddenly, nadiah stopped me, "Did you hear that?"

I slowed down my pace, raised my brows and asked inquisitively,"What?"
Nadiah answered," Did you hear the heartbeat of Toa Payoh?"
....
"Cos you said it's like a heartland ma"

She killed some of my brain cells for nothing. wtf damn lame can?

Anyway, still miss having her around. :)

Oh, did I mention? The computers at Toa Payoh can suck my cock. not that i have any but it's god damn slow and keep crashing b4 I save my documents. argh!!

Tonight maybe going zouk. lol see how tired i am

Happy birthday Clara

lol Clara is donald's ex gf. But you can call her my friend now. hahaha

I guess we started out on the wrong foot. Glad we're friends and she's really likable. :) She even specially came out to fetch me to the Ksuite with Donald. haha! She held her birthday at Iluma's Ksuite.

Anyway just saw through some of the photos during her birthday which I attended with Donald.
I thought some were funny. like:

lol wtf is with the "GOOD" sign.

Ya i know my hair messy, i got drunk and puke there that night. lol so unglam, somemore that's the first day that I know most of the people there. :X blame it on the empty stomach.

other pics.

I wonder what was her wish. :P



lol I came from school that's why wear like cok to her party. hope she didn't mind.







me and birthday girl. hehe


He is Clara's Erjie's son, Teyes. So handsome. and her Erjie is god damn freaking chio.
LOL, the first time I saw her somewhere else I told donald "if you ever want a threesome, it has to be this calibre and likable". And its quite rare, so too bad Donald.

Anyway I spent alot of time playing ps3 street fighter 4 with Teyes (just jumping around and letting him whack me). I like him cos he likes to use KEN too. I asked him if he wanna change charater but he said he likes this guy (ken) lol. And donald kept asking me to go somewhere else to leave the poor boy alone at the ps3. -_- I'm not so mean!


Donald and me lah


Pam, Donald, me, Clara's da jie, and Pam's mom.
Omg Pam's mom. She doesn't look like a mom.


I haven't played much 5,10 yet I think. hahah


Farewell hug, cos I already puked. LOL, I know, so lao kui.

and Donald carried me home lol.

Next day he asked me, "do you remember you puked on my hand?"

no i dont!!

hahah, seriously i only remember him carrying me from the lift back home. The rest of the laokui incidents, usually my mind auto filter off. hehe. __|__!!!

Maybe its cos I see him I feel like puking? So it could be his own fault!! not mine!

Orchard Ion Commercial on Tv

I'm not sure if you guys have seen it. it is horribly lame.
2 ang mohs playing catching, thereafter clash into each other, and the whole scene transits to white and dreamy to promote ion's SPA and stuffs.
Then suddenly, they start running again to showcase other sections of Ion.

god. someone please save singapore's commercials. Hopefully one day my TP design peers can save them.

Anyway.. I just heard Ladygaga's entire new album. not bad.

Whether she is a man or not. check out the bulge!
I know this is old news lah.

Disgusting guys

I was telling my sis yesterday

i hate guys who ACT CUTE
POSE CUTE
take ZI LIAN PHOTOS
take half naked photos and think they damn cool

lol

Kns today got one ghost add me in facebook. I was actually quite sleepy then see the face kinda woke up.

EXAM STRESS = fever

I AM




:(

Gotta skip my exam tonight, after getting mc. oh man..

I asked Weiliang out on monday to ask him teach me basic accounting. lol which is one of the bridging modules. I can't afford to fail!! re-exam I think is like.. $400 or something.

Thanks pa!! :P



This pic was long ago lah but lol just post for fun! :P
Gotta do a divisional presentation later. lol first time but i sick. so suay. scareddddd. my boss sick also, she smsed me and say she morally behind me. I can't ask for a better boss.

i love my workplace/ colleagues. god damn love it. lol cannot write in facebook, later they think i por them. hahaha but i am really thankful lah. to have supportive people around.. :)